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Friday, January 22, 2010

Quickies : Ampang Puteri

Am now spending the night at Ampang Puteri with my kids.

The connection here in my room is very bad , took me hours just to upload 2 pics earlier. I'll upload pics and blog more of my days here later when Adriel's discharged OK. Now I'll just update you peeps whatever I can without pics.

I drove to APSH early this morning to see Dr Nasir as Adriel's body temp's high. Takut. Reached here early but Dr Nasir will only come around 10 or 10:30am...........can't wait. I rushed Adriel to the Emergency. They took him in and warded.

I had to take a room at the Premier Ward because there's no single room available at the Paediatric Ward. Kat sini layanan VIP sikit aaaa.........hehehe! Kes kekwat tak nak share bilik. Tapi peeps.....if you have the choice , wouldn't you do the same? Especially nak kelolakan baby lagi..........

Back to Adriel,,,,,,,,,he's admitted because of the same reason he was admitted here the last time. He has so much flam piling up but he's not capable of throwing it out. The only way he'll able to do so is when he vomit. Poor thing. At the ER he was given nebulizer again before sending him off to the room. MP was at work so I had to convince those people at the admission department that my hubby will be coming soon & still some deposit is needed. I only have RM500 cash with me coz tak expect nak kena 'check-in' sini..........Nasib baik depa terima , kalau tak sampai petang la Adriel lepak kat ER! Tu laaa..........kalau ada Health Card kan senang..........tak yah tunggu-tunggu sesiapa..........Hiiiiiiiiiii! Lagi laa I geram kat MP.

Masuk bilik......Adriel had to go through few more nebulizer sessions..........demam dah tak de.

Petang , I nak bawak Yna makan at the cafe kat bawah when I saw Kak Rozi *adik Dato , owner Sri Utama* She was there to attend her sister who was admitted at Premier Ward also. Borak-borak kejap. Thennnnnnnnnnn..............as I turn back , I tersadung kasut sekolah si Yna. She was standing behind me. I tak perasan. Kuat punya hentak sampai ibu jari kaki I berdarah-darah......nampak bintang I kejap. Terus masuk bilik tahan sakit.......Blood was coming out and I quickly wiped it off my feet. Yna dah nangis dah , she said sorry Mama.....it was my fault......marah tu marah laa jugak tapi dah accident , nak kata apa lagi. Masa I lap darah kat ibu jari kaki I......I takut nak sentuh my kuku kaki..........tapi cuba jugak pegang........ngilu!!!!!!!! Sakit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 90% of my kuku ibu jari kaki dah nak tercabut!!!!!!!

Kebetulan Kak Aida pun sampai dengan anak dia Tasha........salam-salam,,,,,,cium-cium,,,,,,,tengok Adriel kejap,,,,,,,,,,,terus I ajak Kak Aida teman I pergi ER. Sakit. Ambik kau , tempang I jalan kat Ampang Puteri. Jumpa doctor in charge......and she said that most probably my toe nails had to be removed..........Uwaaaaaaaaaa! Lagi laaa takut. Alah , I didn't get the sweet doctor's name........Thanx doc. Then I waited at the ER for a specialist , Dr Wong to come and perform the 'kuku kaki kakak ku' thingy,,,,,,hehehe!

Kak Aida took the kids for makan & I was called in to the mini operation room. First time in my life nak buat surgery..........be it a mini surgery..........siap ada lampu bulat-bulat hanging over me. Oh! My,,,,,,,I wish someone I know was with me :-( Dr. Wong told me that he'll have to give me 2 painful jabs at my toe to make it numb. Am not afraid of needles but this one was really painful. The second jab..........sakit ya amat. Memang sakit........berbunyi jugak laa tekak I tadi menahan sakit kena cucuk tu........seriously sakit siol. Then doctor tanya sakit sini tak , sakit sana tak,,,,,,he was checking to make sure that I don't feel any pain before pulling off my nail,,,,,,,,tetiba I dengar bunyi something patah..........hahhhhhhhhh....there goes my toe nail! During the procedure the doctor's assistant told me not to look at it , takut I tak kuat nak tengok,,,,,,but the doctor said , "kalau tak takut boleh tengok....." I did take a peek at the procedure , just a peek but I didn't get to take pics of it..........phone dalam handbag. I saw lots and lots of blood! Within 10 minutes , it was over. I had to come for dressing every alternate days. Pokai laa MP bulan ni.............

After am done , I waited outside for the bill when MP came......you know what.......he didn't even asked me how am I or was it painful or how did it happen or a simple are you OK.........Nada!......Niet! When he saw me the first thing he said was , "yang kat atas belum habis lagi ni you dah tambah lagi.........." Oh my god..........who is this man? A stranger? Oh no....he's my partner , even sad,,,,,,,my husband. He continued.....macam mana I berjalan , yang sorang buta , yang sorang berlari sana, berlari sini.......all in one sentence. How do you think I should feel? BTW my mini operation cost almost RM800 for a short 10 minutes..........tu yang dia lagi marah kat I tu. Dia ingat I saja-saja nak kuku kaki I tercabut ke? Nasib baik jadi kat hospital kalau kat rumah? Dengan nak tahan sakit....entah-entah tak pergi klinik pun , biar macam tu je letak plaster.......then melarat.........Ya Allah , kenapa dengan MP ni?

Naik lift pun dia mengarok lagi pasal bill I , obviously he's thinking of how much he had spent today laa...........earlier dah letak deposit RM3000 for Adriel........and now , I kasi dia added burden pulak..........tapi I nak buat apa? Biar kuku kaki I macam tu je? Yna pun kena marah dengan MP pasal ni. Kesian dia. Keluar dari lift , I tak tahan.......and told him off......what if I die just now? RM800 to save me from severe pain.........and my partner is complaining and angry at me as though I did all this on purpose. I do not know how to process this. I know I will not talk about money to a person that I love. As for MP,,,,,,I guess , it's all in the family,,,,,his family,,,,,,dinero es numero uno.

My mom was in the room taking care of Adriel........sampai bilik I terus masuk bilik air. Nangis. I sebenarnya tak rasa sedih dengan MP. I tak rasa apa-apa.........I nangis sebab I nak Allah berikan apa yang I mintak........Then Yna ketuk pintu bilik air , dia kata nak wee wee.......tapi sebenarnya dia nak peluk I. She said that she's sorry over and over again. She was crying. She said that loves me so much...........I had a moment with my daughter in the bathroom. We both hugged each other & wept. Takut MP dengar kat luar. I told her not to worry as it's just an accident. But to her , MP scolded me because of what she did.........poor little girl.......she can see , she can feel.......I quickly told her repeatedly that it was not her fault and I'm sorry too for being mad at her for a while just now. More cries...........

MP later left for a meeting & Yna was supposed to go home with MP tonight. My brother came to visit with his family. When they left , Yna fell asleep while waiting for MP. She didn't wanna go back with MP. So now it's just me & the kids here. Am done writing for today..........my toe is aching already......ubat bius dah habis.........huhhhhhhhhhh! Like I told the doctor's assistant in the operation room just now........Tuhan nak hapuskan dosa I. I terima sakit ni. Amin.

Nite peeps. Kiss kiss from Ampang Puteri.



A note for me : closer to him. closer to Him. Insya'allah.

6 comments:

  1. salam kak,
    :( sedih jugak..

    regards,
    misha

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  2. Dear Rima,
    Bersabar lah...sedih I baca cerita you ni...semoga u tabah yea....dan semoga adriel cepat sembuh.

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  3. Dear Rima,

    menangis i baca abt yana n u in the bathroom. poor litle girl.

    Sabarla ye, Allah sentaisa bersama orang yg bersabar, semuga one day MP akan sedar akan sikap dia. Allah maha adil dan tak pernah menaniaya hamba nye.

    pls send my regads and hug to dear yana.

    your silent reader

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  4. :( am speechless.med.

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  5. salam rima,

    i pun ada experience tersadung kaki sampai tercabut kuku..memang sakit dia indescribable...i sampai nak pengsan n by the time i reached the clinic..i punya kaki dah mcm menggeletar..punya la sakit..so i feel for you...at least bila i sakit mcm tu the people around me were all sympathetic..nobody complained about the bill etc... so be strong rima.. Allah is with you..He tests you for a reason...

    -mai

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  6. salam kak rima,
    I was away, so tak catch up with your life stories.I was reading this dlm office which I'm leaving by end of February(meluahkan perasaan..ehheh) and was crying after reading abt the incident in the bathroom with Yna. At least you have your children for now.
    So much to share with you but its not apt to write it all down here.
    Nanti satu hari kita ketemuk ya..reminiscing about the good old choir days!Take care.hugs and kisses.

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