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Friday, November 20, 2009

Happenings Of This Week

This is what happens when I'm in my malas mode to update my blog..........sorry laa peeps memang malas terlampau. Mungkin dah terasa mood holiday *walaupun tak kerja* but bila Yna cuti......boleh laa bangun lambat sikit...sikit je coz Adik Mok pulak yang akan memekak pepagi buto!


Sunday - 15th November 2009

Pagi-pagi lagi I dah bangun , siap-siapkan apa yang perlu. I kena angkut si kenit pergi scuba diving dengan I. MP kat rumah,,,,,,tido. MP is not supportive of my involvement in scuba diving and since I really wanted to do this.......burden or not , I have no choice but to make the best arrangements possible for me , my scuba & taking care of my baby while scuba diving. Yna understands the difficulties that I have to go through every time I have to bring Adriel along for scuba diving classes. As mothers , put your place in my shoes & you will know what am taking about. Scuba diving class starts from 10am till late 4:30pm. On the way home , I........Yes , I have to stop somewhere to buy food for dinner. Small small dissatisfaction like this makes me emotionally tired , fed-up & slowly leading me to feel emotionless.


Monday - 16th November 2009

After school Yna wanted to go to her girlfriend's house Yasmeen in Laman Oakleaf , Bukit Antarabangsa. It was raining heavily but Yna still wanna go......OK lah. I sent her to Yasmeen's house and later in the evening she'll go to her dancing class with Yasmeen. Later will go and fetch her. I wanted to follow pergi ambil Yna kat dancing class but Adriel was asleep.......kesian nak kejut dia so MP went alone. Kebetulan malam ni hubby Kak Aida , Abang Syed ada kat LJ studio , lepas kelas depa semua lepak makan kat kedai mamak dulu sebelum balik.


Tuesday - 17th November 2009

Hmmmmmm.......tak buat apa kot hari ni. Nothing exciting or I dah lupa , hehehe! Eh! Wait...wait....I pergi bayar deposit kat KFC Jusco AU2 untuk booking date nak buat birthday party Yna.


Wednesday - 18th November 2009

Few days ago Siti Hajar of Akademi Fantasia called me up. Something happened and we agreed to meet up today to talk further. Meeting her for lunch at Bora Ombak. But before that I baru teringat that Yna terlupa nak bawa paper plates to school for her class party.........berkejor I ke sekolah dia. Her class teacher then asked me to stay & join the class party. Hmmmm....since it was still early,,,,,baru pukul 10:45am. OK lah.....janji dengan Kak Siti pukul 12:30pm. Around 12pm I called Kak Siti nak tanya dia kat mana..........guess what? She was at Sri Utama! Dia tak tahu I nak pergi sekolah & I pun tak tahu dia nak datang kat sekolah. Oh! My!.....a clear sign from Him that I should really sit down and discuss something important with Kak Siti. I then went to meet Kak Siti kat office Cikgu Shahrol *Sri Utama's new music teacher which is also my friend*.....from there we headed to Bora Ombak for our live changing lunch date! Hmmmmm.......Tunggu!


Ni kat bilik Cikgu Shahrol *in blue* , Kak Siti was giving final tips & vocal advises to 3 Sri Utama students taking part in a singing competition. Siap ambil gambar lagi nih......


Thursday - 19th November 2009

Received an sms from Kak Lizza telling that her hubby masuk ICU , heart attack! Alamak peeps! Ni betul-betul buat I takut. I bayangkan berada kat tempat Kak Lizza if anything should happened to MP dengan tiba-tiba macam ni. I'm really scared. Tambah I tak de kerja so if anything should happened to MP , I dengan anak-anak nak makan apa? Nak kerja? Kerja apa yang I tahu buat? Nak balik menyanyi or berlakon..........that will be my last resort. If possible , I do not wanna go back to where I was before. Belakang tabir tak pe but not as a front liner anymore. I have had a taste of living in the glamour world and it just doesn't fit my purpose in life now. I've had enough.

Sejak dari Adriel lahir lagi I dok pujuk MP to get myself & the kids a health card. But MP tak tunjuk minat. He never wanna even discuss about it which left me hanging. Tahun ni je Adik Mok dah 2 kali masuk hospital.......kita bayar sendiri.........bill kat Ampang Puteri bukan murah.......We spend almost RM20K for Adriel punya medical what nots this year. Time ada duit tak pe laa.......buatnya time sesak......

Part of what's worrying me is this thing. I takut kalau jadi apa-apa time MP tak de.....mana I nak cekau duit banyak-banyak at one go......tu yang I nak-kan health card. Entah lah......tak tahu macam mana I nak buat lagi supaya MP setuju ambil-kan health card for the family. Tak nak lah nanti dah jadi benda tak elok baru dia nak setuju.......too late.

So today , I went to Ampang Puteri to visit suami Kak Lizza , Abang Midi. Alhamdulillah , he's doing good. According to Kak Lizza , the doctor's was fast & efficient. Everything went very smoothly. Then I went to Dr. Nasir's clinic to confirm the date for Adriel's follow up in December and *yes* I made my way to Dr. A's clinic to confirm the date for my follow up with Dr. A also in December. Borak-borak dengan Kak Ram kejap.......Told Kak Ram that am coming next week to send some kuih raya. Jamah-kan sikit *wink* , Raya Haji.....satu hari......still raya jugak.


Feeling rejuvenate , on the way back home I stop kat gerai makan near Petronas/Mac Donald's Ampang Jaya......beli lauk for lunch. Kat rumah........layan main FB games.......taking loads of my time laa playing all these games.

6 comments:

  1. Beb... then u buka kedai makan la...
    asyik terliur jea tgk makanan kat sini. walaupun tak pernah rasa, tapi nampak sedap.

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  2. Re health card - why don't you use the money he gives you (allowance) ke, simpan sikit-sikit and apply for the health card. Better be safe than sorry ~ use the money to pay for the premium yourself (tapi source it from him lah...)

    When he sees the benefit, maybe he will relented. Insya Allah.

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  3. Ajiss........bukak kedai makan? who? me? hohoho!......takut i....


    Kak Yam......MP is not like other hubbys. senang. money he gave me should be mine but as far as i can remember......i'll be questioned on where the money goes to. nak pergi hospital to check on my own health pun banyak soal jawab sebelum dapat budget.......ni kalau dia tahu i buat benda belakang dia,,,,,benda yang dia tak bagi persetujuan lagi......mati i.

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  4. memang health card is a must la kak with our current condition and lifestyle.I still remember when i was admitted to the hospital due to my miscarriage.Dah la sy baru je resign kak, hubby plak tgh dok Jb and i was alone in KL.Duit dlm bank tinggal bape je that time.Nasib baik ada health card, kalo tak, sy tak tau la mcmana nak bayar duit admission n minor op tu.Maybe you can slow talk with MP about that..Insya Allah he will agree..

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  5. I can feel u babe. Regarding health card, that is something that you really need to do. If can't persuade MP to do it, can you ask someone to casually talk to him about it. It could your friend's Hubby ke, you know someone he might listen to.

    Hang in there yah! Loves, ZAZA

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  6. Ya Rima,

    Since MP looks up to Kadir, why dont you minta yr BIL to slowly talk him into it. Pelan2 lah carik rambut dlm tepung punya style.

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